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the sweetest love story ever. ((:
Tuesday, August 12, 2008 ; 9:18 PM♥
LOVE.<33
C5 for Chinese. C for Chinese. Matches doesnt it? Yea , Haaahaa Im trying to be lame.
So today was spent crying and moping around and feeling really useless , stupid , dumb etc. When Mdm Chan showed me the results paper , I literally heard everything around me CRASH. like the 'Piang!' sound. Dont ask me why , but I just heard it. The tears came next , and couldn't stop after that. My eyes kept watering like some tap. And when Mdm Xie came to talk to me , I felt even worse and started crying all over again. Yea , you must be thinking why Desiree crys over almost everything. The answer , I dont know as well. I probably have very active tear glands , thats why I cry so easily.
So now I dont know whether to retake the Chinese exam or not. Half of me wants to , but the other half doesn't. I shall most probably retake , because I see the pros as much more reasonable and beneficial than the cons. And I will follow Susa's advice and stop moping around and feeling sorry for myself , because that wont help matters at all. Time to concentrate and buck up and do well for other subjects.
I feel mad now. Its funny how everyone is more eager to help me than I am to help myself. I need to wake up , like NOWWWW. God , help me finish this race even though I've fallen so many times.