the sweetest love story ever. ((:

Thursday, July 26, 2007 ; 4:17 PM♥

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3/7 has become FAMOUS. (: in a way la.
for the past few days , there were scraping noises coming from above the ceiling. and everyone thought it was RATS. andand , today the pest control people came. and they discovered there were CATS living above the ceiling. kittens somemore okay! everyone was talking about it. even ms ponni came up to see. and the pest control people are super funny okay.
these days , i have totally NO MOOOD to study. dont know why either. its quite frustrating. itsl ike even if i want to concentrate , i cant seem to. im forever thinking about useless stuff in class. dunno whats wrong with me la. okayyy , so CCA was quite annoying yesterday. i dont know la. i was sitting down and thinking about things as usual. and tayying suddenly felt not well. so being the welfare person , i had to like take care of her la. i didnt know what to do , so i kept asking her questions. like ' are you okay are you okay are you okay?! ' and whatever i suggested , she just shook her head. okay i was like STRESSED. she could have at least told me what she wanted. first time doing this kind of stuff , and i get practically no response already. what am i supposed to do huh!?
okay. so me and charlene went to call her mother in the end. mr yeo's instructions. this part was the SUPER ANNOYING PART. so her mother came , waited outside the school. i was persuading her to go home and rest , but she refused. so im like , fine. but at least tell her mother whats happening ma. so i walked her out of school. and she actually sort of SCOLDED me. i mean i could understand if she wasnt feeling well and all. but , what made me superrrr angry was that SHE WANTED ME TO LIE TO MR YEO. i wanted to slap her okay. but since shes sick la , i didnt bother. i mean , just because you dont want to go home and rest , doesnt mean you can expect your seniors to lie for you right. i bet it never occured to you what would happen if someone found out , which would happen sooner or later. seniors will be the one in trouble , not YOU. if you dont want to show us respect , fine. but at least show respect for mr yeo la. hes just concerned about you , hes not trying to chase you away.
okay i shall not talk about it anymore. ahhhh. i dont know what im thinking now la. every hour and everyday im thinking about the SAME THING. how come how come like that !? i seriously seriously have to STOP THINKING SO MUCH. especially this thing. dunno la. BYE! (:

Monday, July 23, 2007 ; 8:02 PM♥

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we changed seats in class today! im no longer sitting behind dewaine. )):
but now im sitting at the back of the class. next to angelyn and sarah fun! super not used to sitting right at the back la! haha. okay. went to substation during CCA time today. its quite fun! vanessa brought her camera , and we took SOOO many pictures okay! i want the pics. shall post them soon! (:

oh. my father just ruined my mood. TOTALLY la. hes freaking rude okay. i cant stand him. first he anyhow accused me of switching channels when my grandmother was watching. he said i was rude and shouted at me. but in actual fact , i did NOT change the channel. and my grandmother had to explain to him , then he kept his big mouth shut. so it was 8 , i switched to campus superstar la. and it was super obvious that i WANTED to watch , or else why would i turn to that channel right. then he freaking went to change the channel PURPOSELY. im super sure that he purposely did it lah. then of course i went ' EH I WANT TO WATCH ' . and he just ignored me. wa im SUPER SUPER SUPER PISSED with him okay. hes like never showing me any respect. i mean , hes older than me , and he is my father , but that doesnt mean he can anyhow scold me and all right. i try so hard everytime to submit to authority , and they treat me EXACTLY the opposite.

Thursday, July 19, 2007 ; 9:41 PM♥

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YES! all my emo-ness is GONE. (:
the feeling rocks. i dont cry often anymore. and i dont have weirdo emo thoughts!
all im feeling now is HAPPINESS and JOY.
the past 2 days , i discovered that the reservoir is a really really pretty and peaceful place. for 7 years i have stayed practically next to it , and only now do i treasure it soo much. (:
and why is that? its cos i have been walking with wanxin there for the past 2 days! its especially quiet. and best of all , its EMPTY. so no one will think you're a weirdo when you sit there by yourself. ahh I LOVE BEDOK RESERVOIR LOTS. (:
and to add on to my happiness , TOMORROW'S FRIDAY! school has been tiring. SUPER tiring. i dont even know what i go to school for anymore la. i either stone or sleep or talk in class. i need to concentrate more la. tomorrow im going to singapore poly to watch some show that mr yeo is involved in. yayyyyy. (: its been long since i watched theatre stuff.
yesterday's QT was really really meaningful. i read that being angry with someone or cursing them in your heart is already = literally murdering someone. and i felt super guilty. how many times have i gotten angry with people? not to mention how many times i unknowingly cursed them? i know its wrong , but i still do it. yup. so i think God is trying to tell me not to get angry over minor things. THANK YOU GOD. ((:
ahh i feel happier than ever now. HAPPPPPPPPPPY is the word. =DD

Monday, July 16, 2007 ; 10:28 PM♥

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GOSHHH , im feeling super super emooo.
what has happened to me uhhhh? ever since yesterday , i've been feeling like so weird.
i cry myself to sleep. and even now , i cant stop tearing and all. I DONT WANT TO BECOME EMO. its just super unbearable. i want to scream and cry at the same time now.
i did lots and lots of thinking , and i realised that everytime something goes wrong , all i do is CRY. and when i think back , why did i even cry in the first place ? it doesnt help to solve anything. i feel like such a crybaby.
and i dont know. everytime i think of that problem , my heart aches. it aches TERRIBLY. and i dunno whyy all this is happening ! why should such a small problem affect me in such a big way? im not even sure whether you care or not. all i know is that , things can never be the same again.
ahhh . i need HUGS. ):
and I DONT WANT TO BECOME EMO ANYMORE. i dont want to cry every single night until there are no more tears left to cry. ))):

Sunday, July 15, 2007 ; 9:21 PM♥

LOVE.<33

IT WONT BE THE SAME AGAIN.
i really really dont understand. ):

Thursday, July 12, 2007 ; 8:42 PM♥

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YES ITS THURSDAY! (:
friday's TOMORROW! WOOO~
i dunno why im so HIGH now. its part of my life i think. like i will keep getting high most of the time. AHH! wanxin is making me MORE AND MORE HIGH! because she keeps talking about worship practice tomorrow! (:(: yes yes we'll make full use of it! GOD IS LOVE! =DD
anyway today was quite okay! i got scolded by mdm aznah. she said mine and dewaine's fringes were too long. i think shes TOO strict. because only she made that comment about me , and no other teacher has done that! RAAAAA.
there was a bird in 3.8's classroom today. during geog miss lim kept saying that if she died of dehydration it will be because of the bird. ahh super funny. the bird was very fat. and it kept chirping and making lots of NOISE!
ohoh , after school , i went home to change.
then i met vanessa and michelle. we went to order the CCA shirts already! i hope it'll turn out NICE! (: okayokayokay! theres SYF party at school tomorrow. and after that theres worship practice! (: I CANNOT WAIT! friday is such a rocking day. =DD

Tuesday, July 10, 2007 ; 9:19 PM♥

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today was great! many free periods. like emaths , english and CME.
for PE , we played frisbee again. im super scared when the frisbee comes to me! its looks like its going to cut me la. ahhh. and i cant even catch it properly!
did i mention that i HATE CHEMISTRY LOTS NOW? i think mrs boo seriously has some attitude problem. first , she gives us a test out of nowhere . and when we dont know how to do it , she scolds us and calls our work rubbish. whatever la she! she just started teaching , of course we dont get it! ahrghg. during CME , 3/7 went to the hall to watch the chisholm concert band from australia play! ahhh they play SUPERRRR well! =D
and our principal is REALLY cool. the australian band conductor got her to conduct the last song , and she did! she just did some weird impromptu actions and pointed here and there. COOL OR NOT! ahhh everyone was laughing and screaming like siao!
okayyy , im going to fail amaths test tmr. i didnt bring back a single note or book to study for amaths standard test tomorrow. how careless can i be! =S
okay. i shall go off now. SAVE THE WORLD PEOPLE! =DDD

Saturday, July 07, 2007 ; 10:14 AM♥

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ITS FINALLY THE WEEKENDS. (:
this week has been super long and draggy. and it doesnt help that the weather is so warm. yesterday during PE , i was perspiring like siao , cos of the HOT sun. even in class , i have no mood to do any stuff , because all i want to do is SLEEEEP. yesterday the whole school had to wear GREEN. it was like a sea of GREEN. very cool. i think everyone is really affected by global warming. must be because of the heat la. so hot. chemistry was the last period , so obviously everyone really had no mood to study. so mrs boo said she would give us a break. but in the end , she didnt. and she suddenly became moody. dont know whats wrong with her ah. I HATE MOLES ALOT. ):
ohoh , yesterday night i went to watch TRANSFORMERS with my family. everyone kept saying how it was super nice and that i must go watch it! so the show is really fantastic okay! i thought it would be boring , but it proved me wrong in the end! (:
me and bestfriend really have fate okay! i saw her at tampines mall after she came out of the cinema. cant wait to see her today la. lots of stuff to tell her. =DD
okay. i have nothing more to write. BYE!

Wednesday, July 04, 2007 ; 10:19 PM♥

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i am feeling really really sad now. because i have to stay up and do all my social studies newspaper articles. i have 5 more to go , and i have yet to cut out one more. ): and its due by TOMORROW. ahhhh.
anyway today went well. (: especially CCA. vanessa , kei and i went out of school during CCA to buy garbage bags cos laoshi wanted them. i dunno why but im so much more aware about global warming now. probably its because of the heat nowadays. by the time we got to the hardware shop , i was perspiring like siao. in the end , we bought ice creams to cool off. did some fashion thing. SUPER FUNNY. we dressed some people up in garbage bags. and the juniors are really really creative. (: oh , ann-marie and sheralynn came back!
okay. i'll update more next time. shall go back to doing CAJ . (: then i can sleeeep.
ITS GREEN DAY ON FRIDAY!
SAVE OUR EARTHHHHH. =DD

Monday, July 02, 2007 ; 6:39 PM♥

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HAPPY YOUTH DAY EVERYONE. =D
i went to esplanade to study with rubez , susanna and jolynn today. managed to complete all my homework! and had fun camwhoring with susanna. lets camwhore again! its SUPER fun! we practically took pictures everywhere! in the library , on the rooftop , in the toilet and on the escalator! COOL ANOT.
and we ate haagen daaz (?) ice cream! its sinful i tell you! but i still prefer BEN AND JERRYS. =D alright , and as usual , rubez and i can never stop talking about everything under the sun! when we were walking the super long way back to the MRT , we were talking bout lots of stuff. I LOVE YOU BESTFRIEND! (:
okay , its back to school tmr. wish me all the best. BECAUSE I HAVE 3 PERIODS OF PURE GEOGRAPHY. ):
thinking of you rocks. =DD

Sunday, July 01, 2007 ; 2:51 PM♥

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first of all , HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANXIN! (:
YOURE A REALLY GREAT FRIEND , although i've only known you for a while! hope you have a happy happy happy day today! GOD BLESS! =D

yesterday was VIBE. met eunice at 2 to walk around bedok interchange. then we walked to church. however , there was nobody there yet. i helped eunice tie ribbons on hands and her hair! but i suck at tying knots , so in the end , she took off all the ones on her hand. HAHA. went to hall 2. and set up the PA things. i went high just because i managed to on the monitors. and i was quite high for the rest of the day. im mad i know. =P after practice , we had nothing to do. wanxin came to find me! and i hugged her and wished her happy brithday! ohoh , and she also gave me cake! THANKS WANXIN! =DDD
at 7 , there was still very few people in the hall. so me and eunice walked around and around. susanna and jolynn came , and jolynn's dumbo ears rocked okay! me and susanna kept singing the loony tunes song! cos i was wearing a random tweety bird shirt. HAHAHA. eunice's brother was the centre of attraction , because he was supposed to be nightcrawler , and he painted himself BLUE! he won best dressed award too. janice's cellgroup dressed as ninja turtles! super cute! and they won best dressed group award. HAHA. the games were really really fun. laughed and screamed alot. and VIBE ended with adrian's small talk.
THIS YEAR'S VIBE ROCKS! THANK GOD THAT EVERYTHING WENT WELL! =DD