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Wednesday, March 19, 2008 ; 10:26 PM♥

LOVE.<33

Yay , i havent blogged in such a long time.
Anyway , this shall be a short short post. just cause i felt i shouldn't abandon my blog.

Got back progress cards this week. As usual , got a big huge lecture/scolding from my mother. I admit its my fault , i didnt work hard enough , i should buck up and stop daydreaming. But what she said made me so angry and sad , it reminded me of what muimui said to me when she gave me that stupid big scolding last week. But thank God i managed to control , and i didnt shout any awful stuff at her like i would in the past. =D

And i just found out one of my hamster is limping. its hind leg is hurting , and it hurts me so much to see it dragging itself around and around the cage. Although i think no one comes to this blog , i do hope you who are reading this post now , please please PLEASE pray for my hamster? I dont think i can take another heartbreak so soon. and yes , my hamsters are VERY dear to me.

Okay , last point. i think i have drifted away from God. everyday i do the same thing , then when i go to church , i start feeling guilty because i have sinned so much. right here , i just wna say I am really sorry Jesus , that i have sinned against you time and again , i've made you disappointed with me , and yet i havent truly repented. I just pray that You'll help me to get back on track again with You. help me to find joy in You just like i did in the past. and most importantly , help me to have absolute faith in You. (:

Okay , maybe i'll be abandoning this blog for a while , until the next time i have an urge to post. (:

Tuesday, March 11, 2008 ; 11:11 PM♥

LOVE.<33

today was a SUCKY day. fullstop.

NOW I KNOW WHAT A HORRIBLE TEACHER YOU ARE,
get ready to face the consequences.
all i have to say to you is,
TOO BAD.

Sunday, March 09, 2008 ; 8:30 PM♥

LOVE.<33

Currently , i have a very huge ulcer at the corner of my lips. its visible , and it REALLY HURTS. ):
and its such a torture because i cannot eat , sleep , talk or smile properly. and its really really obvious. i pary that the swelling will go down soon and i'll look more normal again. (:

Anyway , i'm having my occasional moodswings now. and i dont know why one minute i feel happy , the next i feel super depressed. is this normal ? i dont think it is. anyway , many stuffs are going through my mind now. and i am having a headache. so i shall stop blogging for now. even though i think that this entry makes no sense.

You dont know how it is to feel left out. How terrible i feel because others are happy and i am not. I sound selfish , but this is the way i am. and im not blaming anyone , but sometimes i just feel so outcasted. And everything seems to be going wrong now. Fantastic.

Friday, March 07, 2008 ; 9:29 PM♥

LOVE.<33

I am using daddy's computer to blog now. haha. and i am watching tv halfway. whatever , so random. lols.
this week has been a sad week.

Firstly , ms loh is leaving. i think out of all the many teachers and all in the school , shes been the nicest and kindest to us. shes the only one that actually cares about our wellbeing and shows the most concern. on that day when she gave her farewell speech , she actually thanked PM . i mean , how many people actually care about my CCA? they all treat us like rubbish , like their slaves and most never even bother to thank us even though we help them like 90% of the time. that's why im really really sad shes leaving. i think shes the only one that pays attention and cares about us anyway.

Secondly , miss aileen tan is leaving! shes been the best form teacher ever out of the four years at SAC. and shes leaving for one term , but shes not gna be our form teacher anymore for the next 2 terms. how sad is that?! when she told us she was leaving , and how much she would miss us and never forget us , the tears just came. i think this is the first time i've cried over a teacher.
today , instead of having lessons , she showed us pictures that we took some time ago with her camera. we actually went around the sch camwhoring with her camera. and THERE IS A SUPER UNGLAM PICTURE OF ME. i hope no one blackmails me with that picture , or i'm gna faint okay. its really really unglam! ):
anyway , most of the pictures were quite okay , only that unglam picture made me super embarassed. haha. anyway , i'm gna miss ms tan cos shes been a really really great form teacher.

anyway , next week is march holidays , but i still have to go back to sch! and i have LOADS of homework to complete. so i may not blog for a long time. BYE! =D

Sunday, March 02, 2008 ; 8:41 PM♥

LOVE.<33

HELLO HELLO HELLO! (:
hahahaha i am really lazy to blog. and i'm supposed to be doing chinese vigorously but i shalltake a break cos everything is chinese to me now. all the best to everyone taking olevel chinese MYEs tmr! (:

on friday we had foundress day mass , and after that had to go for some career fair at suntec. =.= so siannnn cos all the universities were like what , OVERSEAS?! but we got lots of free stuff , so i shall not complain. after the thing , went shopping with dewaine constance and vanessa (: bought lots of food and walked arnd ALOT. and and , the scariest thing happened on the MRT back. we spotted this plastic bag which was SUPER suspicious looking under the seat in the MRt. and when i asked the man whether it belonged to him , he IGNORED ME. so we were extremely sscared and alighted. went to tell the counter person abt it.

AND I THINK I AM SUPER PARANOID THESE DAYS COS OF MAS SELAMAT. i freak out at every single little thing , i refuse to go anywhere alone , im scared to walk home alone , and im scared of taking the MRT! i pray that he'll get caught soon , and that hes not planning any bomb stuff or whatever to harm singapore and the rest of the world.
i should have faith , because God is with us (:

anyway , Jamie Kidd came to church yesterday to share his testimony with us. and i got really touched at the end , cos i know i've been super not obedient these few weeks , and i know i've disappointed Jesus alot. and despite all He's done for me , i still go on with my bad ways. so i wna say i'm sorry dear Jesus , i promise i'll try to be better. and i'll try my very best to turn away from wrong stuff , and surrender all i am to You. (:

alright , blog when i feel like it again. BYE! =D

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