the sweetest love story ever. ((:

Saturday, October 27, 2007 ; 8:44 PM♥

LOVE.<33

okay , i know i havent blogged for quite a LONG time.
it seems that everytime i blog , i'll surely have something to complain about.
today was fun! in the morning , had youth service. then we went to eat lunch at 85. after that , hideout cafe for fellowship/cell outing. super super super fun! played and screamed alot. went for dinner with anna after that.
and when i got home , trouble brewed. ):
i didnt bring my phone out today. and my father started screaming at me when i got home. he said i was irresponsible , and that he wont let me go out anymore. please la , he didnt even find out what really happened. i DID tell someone where i was going and i wouldnt be eating dinner at home. so how can you just assume that i didnt inform anyone? anyway , youre treating me like a kid. saying i cant go out , when i already confirmed everything? lets see whos the UNREASONABLE one here man.

okay. i shant talk about it anymore. i'll just pray about it , cos theres nothing i can do anyway. and i know i must submit to authority , but i just cant seem to do it. it just gets more and more difficult each time. everytime i try and talk to them nicely , what do i get in response? scoldings , naggings , everything. even if its for my own good , that i understand , but too much ISNT a good thing. now , all i'll do is have faith in God . He'll help me. =DD thanks God. (:

alright , im sorry for ranting and ranting. its like i have nothing to do except complain. i promise i'll try not to complain so much anymore. =D

Sunday, October 21, 2007 ; 7:32 PM♥

LOVE.<33

leehonggi. =D

FT ISLAND IS THE BEST BEST BEST BEST. theyre so talented and their songs rock. =D i cant stop listening to their songs.

anyway , theres 3 more weeks of school left! i want the 3 weeks to pass by QUICKLY! =DDD then it'll be holidays. yayy.
ohoh , im advertising for my mother's new blogshop. i helped set up the blog , so please support and visit it. the address is makeasimplewish.blogspot.com . GO VISIT OKAY! =D
haha. i like have nothing to blog.

okay. shall blog again when i have something to blog. =DD

BYE! <333

Wednesday, October 17, 2007 ; 6:57 PM♥

LOVE.<33

alright , got back results today.
what can i say? not satisfied with my marks at all. i failed 2 SUBJECTS. amaths , and geography.
and thats going to earn me a BIG BIG BIGGGGG scolding , i know. my father is in the living room now , i just hope he doesnt find out today. furthermore , hes sick? sick = bad mood = more SCOLDINGS.
amaths , failed. which was expected. i deproved from MYE. ):
geography is the one that im most unhappy with. failed by HALF A MARK. she failed my whole class except for 2 people. thanks alot , muimui. you made my life SOOO MUCH BETTER.
combined sciences , A2. its quite okay , but i made LOTS of careless mistakes. combined humans , nothing to say. i deproved like mad. chinese , can say just passed? but im satisfied that i can at least pass chinese.
english , did quite well , but i deproved from MYE. deproved by 5 positions , so 7th in class now.
today was just depressing. i spent alot of money cos i ate ALOT. and i spent $5 on chocolates to eat later. see what i can do when im sad and angry?

its over , so i wont complain any further. the marks i got are the marks that i truly deserve. time to focus on the future? HAHA. no.. what i have to do now is stay happy. and think of how to break the horrible news to my parents. =D
nevertheless , thank you God for being with me when i got back all my papers. =D praying made everything much better. =DDD

Sunday, October 14, 2007 ; 4:39 PM♥

LOVE.<33

exams are over! =D

okay. my mother is screaming at my brother now. seriously screaming. whats her problem man. talking about ending her life and all. walaooooooo eh.theres nothing i can do but pray for her now. haiiiiii.
okay unhappy things aside!
EXAMS ARE OVER! although i missed the last paper because i was terribly sick , its still over! now , exam results up next. but i shall enjoy the time i have now! =DD i shouldnt worry cos its over , and the results i get is what i deserve. so , i must stay happy. =D

i went to town yesterday! with susanna , jolynn and rubez. we ate our crystal jade and korean BBQ. =DD after such a long time. and there was this fashion show outside taka. and the models are HOT. so yesterday was a very happy day. =D and tomorrows a school holiday! im going out with vanessa to buy presents. ahh nothing to blog alr.

my mum is still screaming like mad. okay. i just pray that she will be more lenient. by screaming at him , it wont help matters. all you're doing is ruining his self - confidence. i know she wont see this , but i hope she'll stop it. seriously. shouting at him wont make him listen to you , it will just make him hate you more. and thinking of suicide is just wrong. im so disappointed you know. even if things are in a terible state , you shouldnt even consider suicide. i think you have forgotten , but , God is always with you. mummy , if you see this , remember that God is there for you. and stop screaming at darius la. hes just a boy , not a supergenius.

Tuesday, October 09, 2007 ; 2:57 PM♥

LOVE.<33

my 200th post! and 2 more papers till the end of EOYS.
now come to think of it , im not that excited that the EOYS are going to be over. because then there will be normal lessons again. =/
today , stupid physics paper. or maybe im the stupid one. for the second section , we were supposed to choose 2 out of 3 questions. and guess what i did. yesyes , i did ALL the 3 questions. and i forgot that we were only supposed to do 2 until constance told me 30 mintues after the paper. then i went ALAJFHFGKFHFGHFJSDHDKDKF. i just hope they wont minus marks for not reading instructions. i was too stressed memorizing all the formulas okay! ):
went to airport again today after the physics paper. i wish i could fly. then i could fly far far away. =D

Saturday, October 06, 2007 ; 7:59 PM♥

LOVE.<33

first week of exams have passed! i havent been studying really hard , but i think all the papers were QUITE okay. i just hope that i might at least pass. =D
okay there are 4 papers left! pure geography ( killer ) physics and chemistry paper 2 and MCQS. then i can go PLAY!
i pray that God will be with me and help me concentrate and study for the final 4 papers , then i'll be able to enjoy after that. =D

i dont understand your big problem man. i didnt even do anything to you. i guess i was wrong about you right? yes , all i said was just rubbish. anyway , dont ever count on me to give you advice again , cos all i do is add sarcasm to your life.and , iif you dare to write about me , i dare you to at least have the courage to put down MY NAME. thankyouverymuch.

Wednesday, October 03, 2007 ; 6:17 PM♥

LOVE.<33

AMATHS + HISTORY EXAMS TOMORROW.
what am i going to do. i hate these two subjects the most. i cant even do one question from the worksheet that mr poh gave us. and im seriously going to fail amaths again. okay , shall not swell on it. God is with me , He'll see me through my papers! time to cheer up and not feel so depressed. =D
one more week to the end of exams! =DDDDDDDD i keep looking far ahead. like i keep thinking of o levels and all. HAHA. abit too fast laaaa. 7 more papers to go!
and emaths and SS is finally over. 1 humanities subject is OVER. 2 more to go , history and geography. i think im gonna write until my hand breaks. writing nonstop for 90 minutes is not fun at all.
I LOVE MY EMATHS TUITION TEACHER. she stays next door , and she agreed to teach me yesterday. she came back from her tuition classes at like 10+ , and she taught me until 11pm. I LOVE MISS WONG I LOVE MISS WONG. HAHAHAHA. she better feel honoured. =D

okay. i shall go do MORE amaths. =D

Monday, October 01, 2007 ; 3:40 PM♥

LOVE.<33

FIRST DAY OF EOY EXAM. im the hall okay. super not used to it. cos the hall is so big and all. english paper 1 and 2 , quite okay. for compo i wrote some drama story as usual. all i hope for now i that i dont fail my english. or i'll be DOOMED. but God is with me , so i will have FAITH. i will not fail. =DD

today i finished my papers quite early. like 30 minutes before the time was up. so i just sat there thinking. thinking about alot of things. when im free , random thoughts just keep pouring into my head. i dunno whats wrong. but yea. i realised i have alot of problems actually. i really want all the troubles to fly away. but i know thats not going to happen? i must face the problems and solve them. and i know that , God will be with me every step of the way. so i must stop worrying and STAY HAPPY. genuinely happy. =D

HAHA i dont know what im writing. exam stress exam stress. i'll most probably not blog as often? wish me all the best trying to finish studying everything. =D