Sunday, August 31, 2008 ; 10:47 PM♥
LOVE.<33
Desiree wants to watch Titanic! :D"You have a gift , Jack, You see people."
"I see you."
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Sunday, August 24, 2008 ; 12:42 PM♥
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Desiree's computer has officially died on the 23rd August 2008.I am really really sad , this computer has been a great companion for the past 2+ years.
Now I feel kind of empty , but I guess that's a sign to actually start studying and stop slacking around.
So , since Im using my brother's computer now , and he's gna come back any minute , I shall log off before he screams at me.
Bye everybody , I dont think I'll post here until my dad finds a way to revive my computer , if he has the intention to do it in the first place. (:
Sunday, August 17, 2008 ; 8:21 PM♥
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I studied for 3hours nonstop today , which can be counted as an achievement. Yayyy (:
Tomorrow's Monday , which means school again. And one week to prelims. =S
Yesterday was Sword Exchange , and we didnt win , but neverminddd! Its the effort that counts. (:
I feel weird. I dont want the past to resurface again , but it feels like it now. Its a terrible feeling , and I dont knowwwww what to do. All I know is that I dont want history to repeat itself again. God ,I surrender everything to You. Please help me. ):
My whole family is watching Olympics now , so I shall go watch too. Heehee , Bye! (:
Friday, August 15, 2008 ; 4:48 PM♥
LOVE.<33
ITS FRIDAY! (:Finally , an end to this super stressful and emofied week.
I hope everything gets better sooon!
So today was English Orals , and I think I screwed it up , because I kept pausing in between , and I think I went out of topic somewhere too. Topic was about natural beauty (?!?!?!) if I'm not wrong. I got tongue-tied and said irrelevant stuff quite a lot of times. Dont know what marks Im gna get , but what Im sure of is I didnt do my very best. Which Im quite upset over , but I shant whine , because its over! =D
Ohhh yaaa , Im retaking Chinese! After much thought and consideration. Thanks everybody who encouraged me and said they would help me. Im greatly greatly touched and I love alll of youuuu <3333
This weekends shall be chionging time , because I havent really been studying much.
YAY , Bye. (:
Tuesday, August 12, 2008 ; 9:18 PM♥
LOVE.<33
C5 for Chinese. C for Chinese. Matches doesnt it?
Yea , Haaahaa Im trying to be lame.
So today was spent crying and moping around and feeling really useless , stupid , dumb etc. When Mdm Chan showed me the results paper , I literally heard everything around me CRASH. like the 'Piang!' sound. Dont ask me why , but I just heard it. The tears came next , and couldn't stop after that. My eyes kept watering like some tap. And when Mdm Xie came to talk to me , I felt even worse and started crying all over again.
Yea , you must be thinking why Desiree crys over almost everything. The answer , I dont know as well. I probably have very active tear glands , thats why I cry so easily.
So now I dont know whether to retake the Chinese exam or not. Half of me wants to , but the other half doesn't. I shall most probably retake , because I see the pros as much more reasonable and beneficial than the cons. And I will follow Susa's advice and stop moping around and feeling sorry for myself , because that wont help matters at all. Time to concentrate and buck up and do well for other subjects.
I feel mad now. Its funny how everyone is more eager to help me than I am to help myself. I need to wake up , like NOWWWW.
God , help me finish this race even though I've fallen so many times.
Sunday, August 10, 2008 ; 8:45 PM♥
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YO everybody!The past few days were quite busy! But it was fun nonetheless(?) (:
On thursday there was Radical Prac. Met Eunice and walked around Bedok Inter , and it started to rain VERY heavily. We got super wet by the time we reached church la! So practice started , and by the time we got to the second segment , we went superly HIGH. Practice ended quite late though , but yay for Samchin , who fetched Eunice , Olivia , Samgoh and me home. And I found out Samgoh lives in the blocks behind my house! Hahaha (:
Friday was Sports Day at the TP Stadium! And I have to say , it was fun , even though I skipped Sports Day for three consecutive years , it wasnt that bad afterall. And I ran for the first time in a longggg longggg time. Ran for 8x50 Relay Race , and yea , we didnt get last even though the baton was dropped. (: And it was kinda fun to run! So yea , after sports day , walked home with Angelyn , Alina , Dewaine , Constance and Sarah.
Napped awhile then went to church for Radical (: Prac was fun and really really high. Dinner was great too , and super filling. =D
Then it was the real real thing! This year's Radical was really really radical la , God's presence was there , and the feeling was just unexplainable. Segment 2 was the super super super high (x100) part , we went siao and started jumping around , dancing , singing , everything. It felt super to worship God freely , and I give thanks for that. Even after Radical was over , we were still going high while packing up. =DDDDDDD and I thank God that I could be part of this year's awesome Radical'08. (:
Okay , Saturday was Philemon's 21st birthday party and Sword Xchange!
Happy early birthday to Philemon (:
We got into the semi- finals of Sword Xchange , yay (:
I shall not study and memorise verses so last minute anymore , must study early and in advance. (:
Had fun watching the other cellgroups also. I think I have abs from laughing too much (:
I watched the NDP on TV , and I couldnt see the fireworks from my house anymore. Joshua came with his electric guitar , which I tried to play but failed horribly. =D
Okay I think this is quite a longgg post , so I shall stop here.
Last note ,
Eunice Bffl , don't be sad okay. Even though I dont know whats going on , I am here for you ALL the time. 24/7 (:
And it really hurts me to see you sad. So dont be sadddd! God will make a way , no matter how terrible you feel. And remember , if things aren't okay , then its not the end yet. Press on kk, I'll be with you every step of the wayyy! Lovessssss <3
Tuesday, August 05, 2008 ; 6:48 PM♥
LOVE.<33
'Don't harden your hearts in rebellion when He points out areas in your lives which need to be worked out.'Realisation ( is there such a word? ) can be very wonderful , in my current situation.
Thank you Lord for making me realise what I'm going through all this for.
Its all for You.
And for You , I know everything will turn out fine in the end.
Because You want the best for me. (:
Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like you have loved me
Break my heart from what breaks yours
Everything I am for your kingdoms cause
As I walk from nothing to earth into Eternity
Sunday, August 03, 2008 ; 7:33 PM♥
LOVE.<33
HELLO HELLO HELLLLLOOOOOO! (:I am currently very high.
Yayyyyyy (:
Just came back from Radical08 practice , and I really cannot wait for Radical! FIVE MORE DAYS! Everybody come come comeee for Radical , and I guarantee 100% that you will not regret it! Its gonna be such a great time of worshipping God! And I know that this Radical is gna be different from all other Radicals (((:
And and andddd ,
Dewaine and Constance came to church yesterday! =D
Yayyyyyy!
That's one thing to be thankful for! =D
And I have many many other things to thank God for as well! =D
I had many many problems and stuff on my mind this week , but yesterday I prayed , and all my troubles seem to have faded away. This is how great God is! =D
And He taught me not to worry , but to trust in Him. I know He'll surely bring me through , and yay! =D
I wont worry about everything and anything from now on! I'll have faith and trusttttt in God (:
Im really really very high now , and so I shall go do my homework before my motivation fades away.
smile because GOD LOVES YOU! (:
