the sweetest love story ever. ((:

Tuesday, July 29, 2008 ; 8:17 PM♥

LOVE.<33

These few days my eyes becameeeeeee smallll and I cant seem to stay awake during classes. D=
Yesterday I slept in almost every class , and today also. I feel like my eyes have shrank , and its a very weird feeling. ):

Anyway! Okay Im just really high now.
Assembly was about these two guys who went on mission trips. To spread the good news that God loves everybody! It was a surprise to me , I dont know why , but yea , in a good way though!
One of the guys said something like ' God is always waiting to love you '
And that got me thinking alot about some stuff.
Thank you God for loving me even though I have forgotten to love you time and again. And God's love is everlasting! =DDDD Yayyyy.

Kk , I shall go off now (:
GOD LOVES YOU! =D

Sunday, July 27, 2008 ; 7:12 PM♥

LOVE.<33

HELLO! (:
Yay , I feel so blessed!
Today turned out super (:
And even though I was feeling quite upset this whole week , the weekends made up for it all. =D

Firstly , went for Swirl of Sensations on friday with Dewaine and Constance. And I got lost halfway because of the crowd , but in the end everything was fine , and the concert was great! The dancers and PB-ers were aweeesomeee , especially 4/7 Indian Dancers! (: Yayyyy , and I enjoyed myself alottttt.

There was HOP on saturday , and its quite fun. Even though I went for the first time , and I thought it would be weirddd , it wasnt weird at all (: Thank God. =DDD
And I went for COP todayyy! (: And I am really really touched by the children there. They're so different , compared to teenagers and adults , and the whole atmosphere was super heartwarming. Had radical practice today , I love practices! And Radical is in 2 weeks! =D Superly cannot wait. =D

I really thank God for everything He has provided me with , even the bad stuff. In every situation , I always have something to thank God for , be it His grace , His love or a lesson that He wants to teach me, and Im really thankful for that. (:
I want to learn to forgive , and not bear grudges against those who have hurt me. And I trust that God will bring me throughhhhh! =D
Yayy , I feel really great now , thank You God (:

Wednesday, July 23, 2008 ; 4:58 PM♥

LOVE.<33

Dont read if you think you'll feel offended. Please and thank you.
You know , it doesnt matter whether you read this or not , but preferably not , because after that , you would be doubting your own identity and character. Not like it was good in the first place anyway.

Maybe you have no life , that's why you make us play stupid games like 'Survivor'. If you do have the guts , go and join the TV show , then maybe I needn't see you every other day anymore. Anyway , you hate me just as much as I hate you , so it would benefit us both. Before this week , I was still thinking whether I should stop being such a terrible student ( Yes , I know I've been underperforming. ) , but after today , it just proves to me that you're not worthy of my respect. Besides your very obvious biasness towards some people , you also have very low self- esteem. That's why you have to pick on people and insult them just so you feel better. I really dont mind , because I know I'm more than that. And I dont have to care evry much because unlike you , I have friends who are there for me. I bet you were jealous when you said those stuff about me and my friends , because at least I have friends who stand up for me , while you probably have NONE at all. Perhaps you might , if you change that stinking attitude of yours.

In the past , I got really affected when you scolded and insulted me with whatever you could come up with , thinking it would cause me to wake up. Im sorry , I wont be affected anymore , because I know whos the real loser here. Stop picking on people just because you feel like it , when they have NOT done anything wrong. Trust me , it wont help one bit. I dont hate people unnecessarily , but I'm pretty sure you're the first person that I hate to this extent. You say I make empty promises? Well , maybe I have. But at least Im trying to work hard and improve , its just that you dont see it. And when you dont see my effort , who are you to judge me? Your job is to teach us , not make us feel like idiots. If I were such a genius , I wouldnt have to be in your class anymore. Instead , I would be a teacher myself , but I'll make sure that I wont have a bad attitude like you.

Thanks for ruining my interest in the subject I used to love. Now , all interest is gone , and so has every inch of respect I had for you. Thank you very very much.

Monday, July 21, 2008 ; 8:08 PM♥

LOVE.<33

Bad start to the week. D=
And I dont think I have felt worse than this ever.(x100000)
Its really hard to love and respect those who are unreasonable and think that what they're doing is so great.
I bet you have fun torturing us and forcing us to do stuff that is totally irrevelant to the issue.
I have lots to say now , but strangely , I cant think of how to phrase the words properly.
All I can say is , thank YOU for destroying whatever little interest I have left for this subject.

Sunday, July 20, 2008 ; 10:38 AM♥

LOVE.<33

HELLO!
I shall post a short post before I leave for church.
You know , I realise as prelims and Olevels are coming , the more Im starting to feel more slacky , which is definitely not a good thing. Somemore school is so stressful now , and everyday the teachers stuff us with mountain-piles of homework. ):
I wishhhhhh Olevels would faster come and go.
Tomorrow's monday , and I havent even started on any of my homework yet. Rahhhhhh.

Okay , shall not whine anymore , =D
Oh ya , Eunice! =D
Dont be sad anymore kk. Im always always always here for you! =D
What are best friends for right? (:

Yay , okay , shall TRY to do some homework now. BYE! (:

Monday, July 14, 2008 ; 8:44 PM♥

LOVE.<33

DESIREE IS A HAPPY HAPPY PERSON.
Vanessa , see? You must keep to what you say , and make me laugh everyday okay?
And hey , it rhymes. =D

As long as I trust in Jesus , all my problems fade away! Just 24 hours ago , I was feeling like it was the end of the world. 24 hours later , Desiree is sitting here smiling and she feels like jumping around and proclaiming the love of God to the whole wide worlddddd! Thank you God for making me smileeeee =D

Tomorrow is Olevel Chinese Listening! =D
Im not panicking , and I hope its a good thing. Yayyyieeee =D
All the best to everyone taking the Listening exam tomorrowwwww! (:

And yessss , I believe greater things have yet to come and greater things have yet to be done! =DD
Something big is gna happen , and I cannot wait! =DDDDDDDDDDDDD

Okay last note ,
EUNICE! =D
Dont be sad already okay?
Remember , you always have me and God! =D
And Im here for you 24/7 , even in the middle of the night. Sms or call , and I will surely pick up (:
I loveeeee youuuuuuuuuuuuuu <3

Friday, July 11, 2008 ; 11:00 PM♥

LOVE.<33

God is AWESOME. (:

Thank you Lord for being my Saviour , Healer , Provider , Best friend , and everything that you have helped me with.

I know you are always there for me , even if I stray away. You'll always wait for me with open arms. I just cannot express how much I am sorry , and how I'll try my utmost best to be salt and light for You. I dont want you to be disappointed with me , because I know that You have never disappointed me.

Thank you for yesterday night and today , which have made me learn alot of stuff. Help me to hear what You have to say to me , and help me to obey You , because You know what is good for me and You have a plan for me.

I love you God , simply for being an awesome God. (:

Tuesday, July 08, 2008 ; 8:14 PM♥

LOVE.<33

HELLOOOOOOOOOO (:

Blessings campaign started on monday , and I managed to bless people! (:

I thought everyone would reject me and find me weird , but it was the opposite! (:

They were quite enthusiastic about it , and it made me really really really happy.

Its an honour to be a blessing to others!

And God is sososo awesomeeeeeee I cant even express how much I love Him! <3333

Today I got punched 'accidentally' by this middle-aged man. He swung his hand and it just nice hit my stomach. And it was hurting like mad I wanted to cryyyy. ):

But I should not bear grudges , so I will forgive him , whoever he is. =D

Yayyyy , today I am bursting with happiness for some reason.

I loveeeeeeeee the people around meeee alotalotalot! (((:

Sunday, July 06, 2008 ; 5:42 PM♥

LOVE.<33

Yesterday's W and I was great. God showed me lots of things , the good and the bad , I thank Him for all of it. (:
I feel really blessed now. Im so fortunate but all I do is complain about everything. Frm now on I shall try to stop complaining , and be more appreciative.
I wna set up SHOP in my school! And Im praying for a response. I really hope there will be a revival in my school.
I want to bless the people around me! And it shall start this week. Yay yay yay! (:
Feel very happy now. =D
Okay okay , shall go off and do something productive.
BYE! (:

Friday, July 04, 2008 ; 11:51 PM♥

LOVE.<33

I am drowned in piles of homework. ):

And I really feel very sad now , for some reason.

Okay la , actually not very sad , I feel sad , happy , joyful , thrilled , cheerful etc.

Haha , Im trying to prove my point that I am more happy than sad. Okay , even I dont know what Im talking about. Just know that Desiree is happy now (:

We changed places today! And even though Teri is not sitting next to me anymore , Constance is sitting in front of me , so its not that bad. (:

Integration is flooding my mind now. Its fun but its troublesome to do at the same time.

Oh ya , I survived three periods (1.5hours) of Geography today! (: Even though I was yawning every few minutes , it wasn't that bad. So yay ! =D

Had W and I with Eunice before Worship practice today , and it really helped me alot. =D

GOD LOVES ME! (: And I love Him too! Thanks Eunice for preparing W and I specially for both of us! =D

I cannot wait for tomorrow! Church and 24/7 Overnight prayer! (:

Yay yay yay. (:

Okay , my eyes are closing so I shall go sleep now.

Goodnight everyone , ^^

Wednesday, July 02, 2008 ; 6:40 PM♥

LOVE.<33

Today was Chinese Orals. And I was freaking out the entire day. Right from the night before to the moment I was in front of the examiners. Okay la , they seemed nice and smiley and friendly , but that only made me more nervous!

I couldn't read the passage properly because I couldnt breathe properly for some reason. D:

Also , I went out of point for the conversation that the teacher had to prompt me so many times. D:

But its over , and I thank God it was actually quite easy , and that it was manageable. Not superly superly hard like I thought it would be. Anyway its over , so I shall not brood over it anymore. :D All the best to those who have not taken their Chinese Orals yet. (:

We are changing seats in class and I think I'm not sitting next to Teri anymore. Whyyyyyy. ):

I wish we didnt have to change places. But I know Mdm Chan will not grant my wish , because according to her , our class's attitude sucks. ):

Okayyyy , I just remembered I have tons of homework , so I shall fly off to do it now.

Bye. (: