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Monday, May 12, 2008 ; 2:35 PM♥

LOVE.<33

Yesterday was GDOP , and it was aweesomeee.

Before GDOP , I met Eunice. And the time was really well spent , i realised i havent really been talking to her much , but yesterday , i told her everything that was troubling me , and i feel so carefree now. I LOVE EUNICE , thanks for listening to me. =D

GDOP made me realise many stuffs. That God is always beside me , and He's the only one that loves me so much , even though I forget Him and disappoint Him all the time , Hes still there , and He still loves me all the same. I've not been a good christian all this while , and I really think I've drifted away from God alot. Yesterday , it was just talking to Him about eveyrthing that was bothering me , and He spoke to me. He said ' Dont worry about anything , for I am with you. ' and He told me to forget all my worries and troubles , because in the first place they weren't troubles to begin with.

So now I've decided to give up something really precious to me. And no , its not what you think it is. I guess even though it'll take a long time , I'll be able to do it , because God can do anything but fail. And I'm sure He'll pull me through this time.
All the stuffs i came to know about , it caused me to fall deeper and deeper , until i kept telling myself I could never get out of it no matter how hard I tried. Im giving up not because I think theres no way out , Im giving up because I want to put my mind on other more important stuffs , but most importantly because I know God will see me through this and I should give Him the unconditional love that I've been keeping from Him all this while.
So no matter how many tears I have to cry or how much heartaches I have to experience during this period of time , I'll do it all the same , because I know forgetting will be the best thing that I can do for myself. (:

This is not meant to be an emo post , haha , in fact it has cleared all I'm worrying about previously. And I'm so amazed at how God can do wonders (: