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Sunday, April 13, 2008 ; 6:59 PM♥

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Yesterday was WorshipCentralConference08. and it was really a great great great great experience for me. and I don't regret one bit about going for it. How God spoke to me , and how he showed me what it means to love and obey Him. and when we were singing the songs , all I could think of was how Jesus died on the cross for me , just to pay for my sins. How helpless i am , but how much He loved me , no matter how imperfect i am , and how often i make Him angry when I do things to upset Him.

During worship , I just poured everything out to Him. how i had forgotten that all this while i was struggling with so many problems at one time , He was there for me. When he wanted to be the first in my life , I pushed Him away. When He wanted me to confide in Him , i turned to other people.And all I could say to Him was ' I'm sorry. ' I realised all this while , no matter how terrible I feel , or how huge the problem i'm facing is , there will always be a Father who loves me so much that He died for me , just so I could live. and I could never be thankful enough.

So what did I learn yesterday? To summarise it all , what I learnt really applied to me alot. Often , I narrow worship down to just singing , jumping and the songs we sing in church. I always forget worship is a whole lot more than just the songs we sing to praise Jesus. That's only a portion of the meaning of worship. God showed me that worship is to have an intimate encounter with Him. When we come before Him as we are , when we admit our weaknesses to Him , when we acknowledge that He is Lord above all , and when we are responding to Him.
Usually , when I worship God , there will be alot of stuff on my mind. And then I can't concentrate properly on speaking to Him. So I realised one important thing is to clear whatever is on your mind when you are worshipping God , and focus only on Him.
Lastly , worship is not a 'once a week' thing. This is one thing I always forget. During the course of the week , we should not neglect God , but instead prepare ourselves spiritually for worship. Worship isn't short term , its a long journey with Jesus. =D

Okay , that's pretty much the gist of what I have learnt yesterday. and I realised how much it impacted me. Thank you dear Lord Jesus . =DDDD