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Wednesday, March 19, 2008 ; 10:26 PM♥

LOVE.<33

Yay , i havent blogged in such a long time.
Anyway , this shall be a short short post. just cause i felt i shouldn't abandon my blog.

Got back progress cards this week. As usual , got a big huge lecture/scolding from my mother. I admit its my fault , i didnt work hard enough , i should buck up and stop daydreaming. But what she said made me so angry and sad , it reminded me of what muimui said to me when she gave me that stupid big scolding last week. But thank God i managed to control , and i didnt shout any awful stuff at her like i would in the past. =D

And i just found out one of my hamster is limping. its hind leg is hurting , and it hurts me so much to see it dragging itself around and around the cage. Although i think no one comes to this blog , i do hope you who are reading this post now , please please PLEASE pray for my hamster? I dont think i can take another heartbreak so soon. and yes , my hamsters are VERY dear to me.

Okay , last point. i think i have drifted away from God. everyday i do the same thing , then when i go to church , i start feeling guilty because i have sinned so much. right here , i just wna say I am really sorry Jesus , that i have sinned against you time and again , i've made you disappointed with me , and yet i havent truly repented. I just pray that You'll help me to get back on track again with You. help me to find joy in You just like i did in the past. and most importantly , help me to have absolute faith in You. (:

Okay , maybe i'll be abandoning this blog for a while , until the next time i have an urge to post. (: