Tuesday, February 26, 2008 ; 8:44 PM♥
LOVE.<33
Cola darling , even though you're not with us anymore , you'll be forever remembered by every single one of us here on earth. i miss you loads , but i'm happy to know that you're in Heaven with Jesus , and i know for sure you're happier there than you were on earth. =Di know i havent been blogging for long , too much stuff has been going on in my life. both good and bad stuff. last week was camp corri , and so we missed half a week of actual lessons , which was replaced by lectures , lectures and more lectures at TP. but , it was much more fun than actual lessons , so i shall not complain. anyway , for a detailed account of what we did , go visit dewaine's blog , 52trashbins.lj (:
time passes so fast its alr end of february. and soon it'll be march , april blahblah then O LEVELS. why must time pass so fast. T_T
we did registration for olevel subjs today. and i have to work extra hard because i dont wna waste all that money put into the exam papers. from today until sudnay , i shall read more chinese books because chinese MYE is next monday. how quick is that?! and seeing how bad my chinese is , i really have to buck up loads more.
anyway , my brain is so super messed up now. actually i dno what im actually worrying abt. its like lots of things jumbled into one big hugeeeeeeeee problem. and now , i really really really need God's strength to be with me now and help me pass this weird/bad/whatever time now. and i know God has a plan for me. so please desiree stop stop stop worrying for once. =/ i'll leave things to happen on its own , according to God's will. and i think i'll stop here for now la. hees. BYEEEEE =D
iloveyoualot.afterallthedramathathasbeenhappening,ireaslisedhowmuchithinkaboutyouaday.beforetheincident,i didntreallybothermuch,butiknowyouvebeennicetomethepastfewdays.andithinkihaventgottenoveryouyet.thisincident
hastriggeredmorefeelingsiguess.andtheonlythingtodonowiswaitandsee.ihopeyoudoreturnthefeelings,butihighlydoubt
that.anyway, ijustwantyoutoknowthatireallyreallyloveyou.
