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Thursday, January 24, 2008 ; 7:45 PM♥

LOVE.<33

today was such an irritating day.
first , it was thursday , which meant our timetable was long and tiring. who ever dreamt of putting history , geog , and social studies into the timetable all in a straight row man! that means 2.5 hours of HUMANITIES. and naturally , my small sized brain couldnt absorb much. T_T
to top it off , there was o level results today , which made me panic like siao even though i wasnt the one getting the results. and to finish everything off , CCA almost made me cry.

okay so some people might think im stupid , since whatever happened didnt concern me. but one thing i hate is to see people disagree and quarrel about stuff that will soon blow up into something big when it could be solved normally without having to burst all that blood vessels. look , listening to all of the shouting , screaming and everything just made me have a headache. how i wish i could have just run out , slam the door and go bury myself somewhere.
seriously , it might not seem like a big deal to most people , but it IS a big deal to me. asking me to comment or thrash things out about something that is practically nothing when both sides could be more understanding , IS a big deal to me. i felt terrible then , and all i wanted to do was just burst into tears on the spot. how much it took me not to cry in front of the whole CCA and embarass myself.
you know , our CCA was NEVER into such a big and tangly mess before. why it became like that , was because people couldnt agree on things. and because some people's attitudes just SUCK. fullstop. when you think youre the only one in the whole entire wide world that is correct , thats when you bring trouble to yourself and others. screaming and shouting and thinking youre so clever and that others are plain stupid will NOT get you out of matters. in fact , its making things worse. why cant you spare a thought for others?is a simple sorry so hard to say? if you made a mistake , learn from that mistake , not blame it on everybody except yourself. all you care about is yourself. and whatever was said , i dont think it got through to your thick skull and brain. if you dont like our CCA , just get lost. no one is forcing you to stay , no one will feel any loss. since all you do is sit there and do your own stuff. if you happen to read this , which is really unlikely , please dont feel offended or whatever. because do you think i will care? whatever i have typed is TRUE , whether you like it or not. come get people to beat me up , slap me or anything , youre welcome to do so.

its people like you who spoil everyone's day. and thanks veryveryvery much for spoiling my day. i love you so much for making me feel like crying. i havent felt like that in a LONG time.