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Wednesday, November 14, 2007 ; 10:40 PM♥

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im trying to blog more often! cos i absolutely have nothing to do. =/

and these few days im trying not to be online too much! my computer's old , so it needs more rest? thats what i keep telling myself to refrain from using it too much. =D

today i went out with my grandmother. she brought me to this shopping centre in ang mo kio , and she bought me clothes! shorts and shirts. =D im so so so happy. actually , i dont think i've been this happy for a long time. not that she bought me stuff , but because i got to spend almost the entire day with her.

okay i am going to be quite emo here , so you can stop reading if you want.

just now , i was being SUPER emo. and i just couldnt stop crying. maybe ppl would ask ' why! ' actually , i dont really know the reason too. everytime i see my grandmother , the tears just come. okay most of the time. and you know , my heart will start aching and all that emo nonsense will start happening. i really hate feeling sad , cos i know no one would want me to feel that way. especially my mama. okay thats what i call my grandma. =D yepps. and i just WISH there was more time in the world that i could spend with her. nono , shes not suffering from anything and her health is perfectly fine , but that doesnt stop me from getting worried. i worry about unneccesary stuff ALOT , and yup , i really dont want to lose my grandmother. everytime im alone , i'll start imagining things , and it goes from bad to worse. i just hate to think of these stuff , but it makes me think , why dont i treasure the people around me more instead of worrying and worrying endlessly? the problem is , i cant. no matter how hard i try , i really cant. first , i dont know how to start spending time with them , and second , i forget all about it. and this ends up in me being miserable over nothing. =/ whoever's reading this , i just hope that you'll pray for me to treasure my loved ones even more , because i hate hate hate feeling this way already. and yes , my grandmother is veryvery important to me , and shes one of the people that i love most in my life. i dont want anything to happen to her , and i really really want to spend as much time as i can with her. seeing her happy is my only wish now , and yes i know she wont read this , but
MAMA 我爱你 很多很多 !
yay.

OKAY! emoness is gone! just needed to get stuff off my mind or else i'll start worrying for nothing again. yesyes , i really really love my grandmother and everyone of you reading this! pardon my emoness time and again , i just cant think of anything else to blog about. im going out with shermeen tomorrow , and i hope it will be VERY FUN! yes shermeen dear , I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH TOOO! =D i have many other things to say , but i think i'll just stop here. =D