the sweetest love story ever. ((:

Tuesday, November 27, 2007 ; 12:03 PM♥

LOVE.<33

=D
i'm back from phucket. and it was OKAY. and it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be.
i realised i like thailand a lot. its so different from singapore.
and even though its sort of less advanced than singapore , its really nicer! like everywhere you go , theres dogs and chickens running around everywhere. and all the shops are so close to each other. haha i bet you got my point alr. =D
so there was this really cute guy in our hotel . hes one of the staff. and my mum went crazy over him. everytime he came out , she would stare like mad. and kept forcing me to take pics with him. and she even found out his name , mr HOT. hot okay! HAHA. sad thing was he couldnt speak english. but he was really smiley and all. =DDD
and we shopped alot! there were pasar malams everywhere. and we bought lots of stuff. =DD
okay. haha. i shall stop here. anyway , i wouldnt mind going back to thailand again. =D

Sunday, November 18, 2007 ; 4:35 PM♥

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i just woke up! i slept for almost 8 hours , since 7am in the morning.
lowest key event at church was kind of fun. hees.
i went to sleep at 3+ though , and woke up at 5+ to find eunice and olivia missing. ):
so i was walking arnd finding rubez and anna , and finally found them at the other side of the chapel. and the hall was so cold , i like couldnt walk properly. and i had a super ultra painful headache. so in the end , me and bestfriend transferred room. and slept till 7+.
bus-ed home and then slept somemore. i feel such a PIGGGGGG okay!

alright. im suppoed to go to my grandmother's house for dinner tonight.
and i was really looking forward to it , cos i miss my grandma lots.
and guess what.
my father had to be random , and suddenly told me that i cant go.
and the reason? because its RAINING. =.=
-cancelled-
its okay i guess , i should learn to forgive and forget. =D thanks bestfriend for consoling me. i love love love you lots . <333

Wednesday, November 14, 2007 ; 10:40 PM♥

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im trying to blog more often! cos i absolutely have nothing to do. =/

and these few days im trying not to be online too much! my computer's old , so it needs more rest? thats what i keep telling myself to refrain from using it too much. =D

today i went out with my grandmother. she brought me to this shopping centre in ang mo kio , and she bought me clothes! shorts and shirts. =D im so so so happy. actually , i dont think i've been this happy for a long time. not that she bought me stuff , but because i got to spend almost the entire day with her.

okay i am going to be quite emo here , so you can stop reading if you want.

just now , i was being SUPER emo. and i just couldnt stop crying. maybe ppl would ask ' why! ' actually , i dont really know the reason too. everytime i see my grandmother , the tears just come. okay most of the time. and you know , my heart will start aching and all that emo nonsense will start happening. i really hate feeling sad , cos i know no one would want me to feel that way. especially my mama. okay thats what i call my grandma. =D yepps. and i just WISH there was more time in the world that i could spend with her. nono , shes not suffering from anything and her health is perfectly fine , but that doesnt stop me from getting worried. i worry about unneccesary stuff ALOT , and yup , i really dont want to lose my grandmother. everytime im alone , i'll start imagining things , and it goes from bad to worse. i just hate to think of these stuff , but it makes me think , why dont i treasure the people around me more instead of worrying and worrying endlessly? the problem is , i cant. no matter how hard i try , i really cant. first , i dont know how to start spending time with them , and second , i forget all about it. and this ends up in me being miserable over nothing. =/ whoever's reading this , i just hope that you'll pray for me to treasure my loved ones even more , because i hate hate hate feeling this way already. and yes , my grandmother is veryvery important to me , and shes one of the people that i love most in my life. i dont want anything to happen to her , and i really really want to spend as much time as i can with her. seeing her happy is my only wish now , and yes i know she wont read this , but
MAMA 我爱你 很多很多 !
yay.

OKAY! emoness is gone! just needed to get stuff off my mind or else i'll start worrying for nothing again. yesyes , i really really love my grandmother and everyone of you reading this! pardon my emoness time and again , i just cant think of anything else to blog about. im going out with shermeen tomorrow , and i hope it will be VERY FUN! yes shermeen dear , I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH TOOO! =D i have many other things to say , but i think i'll just stop here. =D

Saturday, November 10, 2007 ; 9:39 PM♥

LOVE.<33

OKAY , i havent been blogging for a long time. haha. no inspiration to blog la. many stuffs have happened. and time has passed FAST!
its holidays now! and i sort of dont know what to do. molly outing tomorrow , and yep , im looking forward to it. =D my mind is like swirling around , i cant remember what i wanted to blog about.
oh , today we moved to the CHAPEL in the new building! =D and even though i've gone there quite a few times , it never fails to make me all excited again , just as if its the first time im stepping into it. and i really really really thank God for blessing us with the new building , and even though there were problems , He saw us through it all. and now , we have a brand new super nice building! yayyyy. we have a new cell room to ourselves. and cell was FUN today. =D
constance is on the plane to australia by now i guess. and yes i know la constance , you'll surely see this one day. I WILL MISS YOU ALOT. and i know you'll miss me too. remember to buy rainbow coloured candycanes for me okayyyy. (: and you owe me a present! i dont care. heeeees.
okay , have nothing more to blog. hees. BYE PPL! =D
and,i really dont know. really really. =D

Thursday, November 01, 2007 ; 10:06 PM♥

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1 MORE DAY OF SCHOOOL before my sort of real holidays start. =DD
however , theres 4 PERIODS OF AMATHS TOMORROW. 4 periods! such a good way to end the week man. its just a good thing the 4 periods are not all joined together. i'll just probably sleep through the lesson luh.
anyway , this week has been sort of good? haha. somehow , i feel that everyone is already in holiday mood. like no one really has the mood to come to school and concentrate during lessons. i keep daydreaming and feeling sleepy. heeeees.
i think im losing my memory too. i simply cant remember what homework there is. and i forget lots of other stuff too!
and i did not go for geography extra classes today. they managed to finish everything by today , so supposedly , theres NO MORE GEOGRAPHY EXTRA LESSON TOMORROW. =DDDD wooo.
anyway , i really have nothing to update about. oh yaa , did i mention i am broke? im terribly and officially broke. no more moneyyyyy. and why is that? because i spend everything on FOOD. i cant believe how much im eating nowadays. especially junk food like chocolate and KFC.
hehe. seriously have to cut down. =D
OH . and yes constance , lets go to DXO again.
and after that we go suntec find SOMEONE uh. =DD