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Saturday, September 22, 2007 ; 10:55 PM♥

LOVE.<33

i wonder what is wrong with me. as each day passes , more and more problems there are. first , family problems are getting worser and worser. i never fail to quarrel with my parents every single day. i just dont know whats wrong. a family is supposed to be supportive and encourage one another. but does my family do that? no. all they do is insult me and make me feel like an idiot. fine , i admit , i've not been serious in my work. but at least , i have made an effort to start. its really difficult you know , and all you guys do is insist that i study hard and do very well. im not a robot who can give you what you want. im a human too , and no one is perfect except God. you always said , as long as you tried your best , its okay. but when the results come , all you talk about is what a big embarassment i am. that other people can do so much better than me. that im such a failure because i cant pass everything. i get it. i know im not the smartest person on earth , but im studying not for you. its for myself and its for God. soo , next time , before you say any hurting stuff right to my face , please please please remember that i am already trying my very best. and if youre not happy with me , then im really sorry that i failed to meet your expectations.

i finished ranting. i know its been one week since my birthday has passed , but i have just one birthday wish. i wish that my family will consist of hapiness , laughter , joy , peace , trust and love. thats all i really and truly want.